Wednesday, January 31, 2007

I need some color!


Ok, enough of the grey days! I've got to have some color, so today I planted some tulips, daffodils, hyacinths, and crocus...we'll see if anything blooms! At least there's now an expectation, and that's half the battle!


I'm so intimidated by drawing/painting flowers, so I've decided to get a small plant a week, and just do "studies". It's another one of those things I want to learn to do, so today I just "do it", one little flower at a time.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

I'd Like to be a Bird--NOT!



Los tres amigos--Gosh! It's cold and dreary and windy today. These egrets caught my eye as I was cleaning house today, so I grabbed my camera and hubby's huge sweatshirt with the hood and braved the north wind to get a picture--albeit not a good picture, but still a picture...

Ordinarily I look at these big pelicans flying and think how awesome it would be to be a bird--but today??? Today they're struggling in this cold north wind...

And I'm cozy and warm inside my centrally-heated "nest". Today I like being a human being! :)


Monday, January 29, 2007

Our Own Little Polar Bear Club

Lake Jackson's Very Own Polar Bear Club

One of the greatest joys in my life and in my mom's life is our water works class that we joined last year. Some of the nicest people, and a great workout. We try to go 2-3 times a week. It's really hard in the winter, because it gets so cold and rainy, but there are a few who will show up even in the cold. If we can just bear the mental stress and take the plunge, the water's usually much nicer than it is outside!

Here's Kay--Kay doesn't go far without her coffee mug. She's a joy in my life, too--one very special lady!

This is my mom (in front) and Melda--saying, "Come in Renee--the water's fine! My mom and I can't believe we've stuck with this for nearly a year. We're both feeling so much better, and now my mom has a social life! :)

This was taken before we "took the plunge". The hardest part is talking ourselves into getting in the pool. Here's Erika and my mom--you see Carl in the background. He's our brave male--our very own "energizer bunny". Guarantee, he'll be in the water first trying to convince us, "It's great!"

See? I told you so!


Sunday, January 28, 2007

Potentiality

Little acorns--yet, what potential lies in a little acorn. Doesn't appear to have a large oak tree inside, does it? Yet that's the potential. But only a few acorns make it to oak tree. This morning, as I was preparing these acorns to be used in day of prayer at my church next month, I wound up a little meloncholy considering those acorns that don't reach their full potential--that never become a giant oak tree. We're not even through January of this new year, and already three families that I'm connected to in some way have lost young people. First, my friend Bunny lost a 19-year old granson to the war in Iraq, then another friend, Kristi, lost a 16-year old niece in a car accident. And last night, a young man from our church lost his battle with cancer. Lost potential--no chance to become full-grown oak trees. Yet, somehow each of these kids filled the years they lived with purpose. Their lives marked many, many people. They made a difference. Still, I don't want to lose anymore kids. I want the acorns to fulfill their destiny so they can shade our world. I want kids to grow up and live to be old men and women.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Happy Birthday Diana!!!!

Meet some of the members of my CHRP team (Christ Renews His Parish Team). We've been together as a team since June, 2004. Some of us got together tonight and celebrated a big step forward in life--Diana is about to be 50 (next weekend)! The 50's have been some of my most significant years, so I was very eager to send her into this time with a big "hoo-rah!" Above, from left to right, Trisha Langner, Cassie Tijerina, me, Diana (the BD girl) Miles, Peggy Robinson, and Mary Jean Adams, having dinner at Red Snapper Inn, Surfside, Texas--one of Diana's favorite eating spots!

Later we got together at friend, Rosie Estrata's house in Lake Jackson. Here's Mary Jean, Trisha, and Diana--CHEERS! :)


Someone gave Diana a blessing by baptizing her in the spirit (of champagne, that is), and Peggy sops her head so that she doesn't drip on Rosie's carpet!
Still sopping...when it rains it pours! :)


Momma Diana with son Troy--who by the way, won his tennis tournament this afternoon. Good luck tomorrow, Troy!

What a special group of people--Rosie Estrada (we partied at her house), Gina Childress and hubby Steven came in from Houston (glad they're back in Texas!), Trisha, Mary Jean, Peggy, Diana, and Cassie. We're missing some of our team members, but maybe next time!

And one more shot of the birthday girl! She looks great, doesn't she! Welcome to crone-hood, Diana. The best years are ahead girlfriend! Life only gets better!




Friday, January 26, 2007

A Couple of Things....

A friend of mine wanted me to read this little ditty bad enough to send it to me in the mail. And I read it this morning. It's only 87 pages, and lots of white space, so it's an easy read, but the message is so exciting. And reading it is synchronistic for me right now--we are about to begin an Artist Way group (Circle?) at our local art league. Mostly what I want is a "woman's group" that's interested in growing creatively, whether it be spiritually or artistically. Personally, I think it's both. And that's what this book is about, except bigger. Have you ever heard the story of the 100th monkey? If you haven't heard it, you can read about it here. The Millionth Circle extrapolates from the myth of the 100th monkey: when a critical number of people change how they think and behave, the culture will also, and a new era begins. To quote the author, Jean Shinoda Bolen, "this is an unusually short book for what it purposes, which is nothng short of changing the world and bringing humanity into a post-patriarchal era." A book after my own heart. I believe each one of us is so vital to the next phase of evolution, and I want to be as big a part of it as I can, in any way that I can. You can be, too.

Now, about Monica--you remember her and Sparky from a previous post? Well Monica has awesome news. We found out yesterday that she's been accepted to SMU's Law School!!!! Kuddos, girlfriend! Here's a big High-5! :) She was surprised, but I wasn't. :)

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Ok, This is All...















There's nothing like the sun to warm your heart and lift your spirits. I'm very grateful for this simple pleasure. And I probably wouldn't have noticed or enjoyed nearly as much if I hadn't been inspired by Project 365--and my friend Susan--to pick up a camera. Life's little pleasures are so very grand indeed!

My Outdoor Alter

I spent some time with a friend this past summer in Leaky, Texas, and she graciously allowed me to bring home these souvenirs. It's a lovely reminder of a special moment in time--a time of being connected to the earth. I've spent most of my life in my imagination, trying desperately to become spiritual, disconnected from the earth and it's physical blessings. Over the past couple of years, I begun to appreciate the stones, the earth, being a part of this physical place. These rocks remind me that even God appreciated the physical so much that incarnation happened. I believe incarnation continues to happen--God becoming physical all around us, every day, in every way. At the top left is my personal baptismal font--it collects the most precious holy water of all--rain water. I often bless myself and to sprinkle it all around me, blessing the earth and all her treasure.

Simple Faith


I think this is my favorite shot taken this morning. For me, personally, it speaks volumes. Simple faith--faith in goodness, faith in a loving universe, faith in people, faith in humanity, faith in simple things.

Welcome Back to the Sun



As I finished my morning read, and started to get up from my chair, this sight caught my eye! Welcome back Sunshine! A friend of mine chronicled the return of the sun on her blog a few days back--now I can understand what caught her heart as she snapped away. It's amazing, but we just don't appreciate simple pleasures, like sunshine, until we've gone days (two weeks worth!) without it. And apparently it could be a fleeting pleasure--clouds and rain are forcasted to return by tomorrow afternoon. But for the present moment...

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Recipe to Warm the Tummy

It's been cold and rainy here--raining for 10 days straight. I've been cold to the bone now for several days. I know that "cold" is a relative term, but you have to remember that I live almost as far south as one can go in Texas, without landing in the Gulf, and it doesn't take much for my thin blood to turn to ice. So it was nice the other day when I opened my email and found this recipe for Hot Buttered Rum from my dear "Yankee" friend, Carmen, who lives in Kansas. I made a batch up tonight, and it was very good, but it will take about 5 years worth of cold rainy South Texas nights to use up this recipe! :) One other little hint--when Carmen says to "fill with boiling water", she means fill with boiling water. Impatient as I was, I didn't wait for the water to boil--not thinking of the fact I was pouring it over "ice cream". DUH! so my Hot Buttered Rum was semi-warm this first time! Next time, I'll know better!

Hot Buttered Rum

1 pound butter, softened
1 pound light brown sugar
1 pound powdered sugar
2 tsp. ground cinnamon
2 tsp. ground nutmeg
1 quart Haagen Daz vanilla ice cream, softened
light rum
whipped cream
grated nutmeg

Combine butter, sugars, and spices; beat until light and fluffy. Add ice cream and beat until well blended. Freeze

To serve, place 4 TBS. frozen mixture and 1 jigger of rum in a large mug. Fill with boiling water and stir well. Top with whipped cream, sprinle with grated nutmeg. Garnish each mug with a cinnamon stick as a stirrer.

And o, yeah, weight watcher's it's not! :) Enjoy!


Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Keys that unlock...

I went around my house this cold drizzly morning trying to figure out what to take a picture of—what could I “freeze” in a photo to capture this day of my life? For some reason unknown at the time, my eyes landed on my keys, so I snapped away.

I love synchronicity, and I love watching to see how Divine Love ties all things together and gives them to us as gifts on our journey—but, back to the keys. Just how did these keys fit into Divine Love’s plan for my, for my personal growth, the unfolding of my own journey?

Yesterday morning I had a dream—you know, one of those busy dreams that we assume are just too stupid to really mean anything. Surely this couldn’t be the voice of Love—it’s too silly, to busy, too complicated. Do I really want to take the time to work this dream? I probably wouldn’t have, except that Dr. Mike Luedde came to our spiritual direction class a couple of weeks ago and talked to us about the importance of listening to our dreams, and working them, integrating them into our journey as divine messages from God—even as sacred as Scripture, if we dare to believe.

This morning as I snapped pictures of my keys, I remembered my dream; someone had given me my keys. I remembered how it felt—the sense of grounding as I received my keys. Keys help us unlock things, so I just sat with my keys this morning and spent time with God. Sure enough, I DID get the key to something that had been bothering me, festering inside of me for 10 days. I got my feelings hurt 10 days ago, and I’ve been unable to let the incident go. I’ve fretted over it, replaying the scenario, including the pain of being ignored or forgotten. There hasn’t been a day go by that it hasn’t been there; I’ve replayed over and over going to the person who “hurt me”, and telling them—for their own good, of course. Someone needed to tell them how their self-absorption was hurting other people—yet, something inside me knew that it was my own self-absorption that kept me locked into replaying this scenario.

As I was reading this morning, the author used a term that seemed to be the “key” to unlocking my feelings—“egocentric craving”. That’s what I have felt since this whole thing happened, an “egocentric craving” for applause, for notice, for recognition. I can’t repent of wanting applause—that’s a built-in longing of the heart, but when that longing becomes an egocentric craving, that’s a whole ‘nother matter. A friend of mine said this morning, “Craving has in it the violence of demand.” Wise words, and so true. No longer did I just have a desire to be recognized and applauded, but that longing had increased to a craving—a demand on everyone I knew.

As that revelation came, I was able to see other parts of the dream—including a very funny ending that I dare not share! My God has a sense of humor grander than anything in the universe! And after a few tears of contrition, I laughed heartily at myself, and the spell was broken. Surely I had been given the key to my own healing in that dream. It was a message from Love. The burden’s been lifted, and I feel free!

Monday, January 22, 2007

Adding a Splash of Color!

Meet my mommy--Mildred Louise Moncrief Massey, better known as Milly, Mother, or Mama. She lives with us in her own little "apartment" downstairs, and she likes nothing better than adding a little color to her place, especially if she can put it in front of her mirror and get "double the pleasure". My mom has become one of my best friends, and I love having her live this close.
She's a real jewel.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Beginning collage

It's a cold, rainy, winter, Sunday afternoon. I've been wanting to try my hand at collage painting, so there's no time to start like the present. A friend suggested I cut out colored paper and objects, glue them to a hard-back surface, enlarge them to full-size watercolor sheets, and paint them. I've been wanting to break out of my box, so this sounds like it could be a start. It's intimidating--all the colored pages, all the pictures--my right brain hasn't clicked in yet. It's still trying to figure out what might work. But at least it's a move in a different direction. I understand that sometimes it takes H.C. Dodd a couple of weeks to work up a mock-up, so I still have time. Patience, Sheila!

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Grandpuppies come to visit






Say "Hello" to some of the family--youngest son, Joe, and his wife, Monica, and the grandpuppies, Tex and Sparky. They came down from for a very short visit today--just to go by the Gallery and see the show that's up. They couldn't make the reception last week because of weather. Admittedly, Tex and Sparky are the stars of this show! They like to come to Grandma's house, and I like for them to come. It's the only time we get to puppy play!

The Price of War

A Hometown Grieves

The price of war, like everything else in today’s world, has sky-rocketed. It’s no longer an eye for an eye or a tooth for a tooth, but thousands of eyes for an eye—and thousands of lives spent can never bring back the lives originally lost—on 9/11, or at any other time in history. There was an old song/thought years ago in the hippie/Viet Nam war days, “Give peace a chance.” I’ve heard it said that peace/love doesn’t work. Apparently, neither does war. And it’s extremely costly.

I seldom state my beliefs about war vocally/publicly because I don’t have an “answer”--an “instead of war”. But a while back, my son told me a little “what if” story: What if, every day, you drive down a road that’s always been, and you come to bridge that’s always been. And what if one day, you drive down the road to the bridge that’s always been, and you find that the bridge is out. You need to let people know, because someone could get hurt—especially at night—if they are unaware the bridge is out. So you stop someone and say, “The bridge is out.” What if they say, “So, how do I get there now? What’s the alternative route?” What if you haven’t figured out another way? You’re not obligated to know another way, but you are obligated to say, “The bridge is out.”

War is the “bridge that’s out”. It’s outlived its usefulness. We have to realize that it doesn’t work, and the cost is too high, and we have to find another way. Civilization is evolving to another level—human consciousness is rising. We won’t make it to the next place if we keep using the old, worn out tools. We need to realize that we are now a global community. Those people over there are our brothers and our sisters. We need to let go of our tribal, independent identity that keeps saying “me first and only me". We have to know it’s not about us vs. them; it’s about us. Period. All of us.

This war has finally touched me in a place that I have to say, “Enough.” A dear friend of mine lost her 19-year-old grandson this past Tuesday in Iraq. If old men want and still need to fight wars, then they should be the ones that go fight. I’m tired of sending our young men and women to fight old men’s battles. The cost is too high. No one is winning this thing. It’s time to say, “We made a mistake,” and get out of this war. We have to spend our energy—our dollars, as well as our young people’s lives, hopes, and dreams—finding another way.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Happy Birthday to YOU

We celebrate birthdays at the Art League each month, and January is a BUSY month. Pictured above, Kaye, Sharon, Mary, Phil, and Terry. We usually celebrate with cake and ice cream, but this was a BIG year for Phil. He turned 90! You go, guy! Phil's really a special guy. He has macular degeneration and can't see very well, but he has his driver bring him to the Studio every paint-in day possible, and he still paints. He's an inspiration to all us "young" artists--to keep going, no matter what. I asked him how it felt to be 90, and he said the same way it felt to be 89 and 364 days old! We love you Phil. I hope to celebrate his 100th!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Rats, Rats, and Double Rats!

I learned to knit my freshman year in high school (I think? It was a LONG time ago). I never used the knitting skills, never even finished a beginner project, but I've picked it up again this winter--and I'm having a ball (several of them, in fact--as in balls of yarn)! I've finished a shawl, knitted two scarves (including this luscious purple one), and put wonderful purple cuffs on my Levi jacket. The only thing I needed to complete the set was this little purple cap. No problems, until NOW. I've been working on this silly little hat about a month, got almost finished and realized a couple of nights ago that I had mis-read the directions, and it wasn't working, so I ripped out the yarn, re-balled it, and began again last night. About two inches into the project, I realized that somehow I had gotten my project twisted on those circular needles, and I was knitting a twisted cap (perhaps that's what a twisted mind needs?). I got my engineer husband involved in checking out the possibility that it might right itself in the end, but he said no, so I've ripped it out AGAIN and, if I want a cap, I've got to start over again. Is it worth it? Darned if I know! I've never worn caps, and might never wear this one, but something in me is tenacious this time. I can't let this thing beat me, so tonight I'll sit down again, pull out all the stitches, re-ball the yarn again, and start over. So...there's got to be a spiritual picture in here somewhere?

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Sheila's Spot - 365

I'm an artist--at least that's one of the newer labels I'm wearing. I'm currently exhibiting my work at the Center for the Arts and Sciences in Clute/Lake Jackson, Texas. There are 3 other artists exhibiting with me, Tim Kinser, Cecilia Lavalle, and Linda Roberts. I've spent a year in overdrive getting ready for this exhibit, and I took the month of December off. Haven't painted at all in about 6 weeks, so it's time to go back to work--take out the dried up pallet, squirt a little water and wade in to see what happens. It's almost as daunting as it was when I first attempted watercolors in 2005. I don't expect much today--just to start is enough.

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About this blog--this seems to be the latest craze, so I'm "in". I've read about Project 365, taking a photo a day as part of my journaling practice. This seems to be a good way to chronicle that journey. And I love to write--albeit this will probably be a different kind of writing than I'm used to. So, I'm not sure what direction this daily blog spot will take, but it's always an adventure to start a new journey. I'm game if you are. Check in often and we'll see what happens.